doubt

I think I’ve made it through, I think I’m out

no panicked thinking no more curses to shout

I think I’ve made it through, I’m at the end

then when is something tugging the end of my thread

I feel it there ever so slight

just throwing me off from knowing what’s right

is it a new concern or left over doubt

is it confirming the path or questioning the route

I don’t have a choice I have to walk straight

so I want to ignore, it’s showed up too late

I want to cut it and sever the tie

stop it from wasting the time passing by

but what if, just listen, it means something more

or is trying to preview what could be in store

if I tug, it may unravel a much bigger plan

if I cut ties permanently will I regret I ran?

in times of uncertainty I must go on ahead

focus on specifics and not what’s unsaid

for now I continue and tuck it away

at least mometarily the chance is kept at bay

things are surely better off being this way

7/18/24